How I wish I brought my camera

I went to Bukit Jalil Sports School yesterday
And guess what?
I forgotten my camera!
How sad is that

Now I have no picture of me in that school
And I may never step foot there again
What a waste
Just ganna hope that the memory stays in my mind

Anyway, yesterday has been great
It's fun to have a collaboration with other school
Instead of with the same school over and over again

Thanks BJSS for the wonderful collaboration!!
And also a big thanks to my groupmates
From SESERI, Puteri and Fatin
From BJSS, Zikry, Syafiq and Iqbal
Hope you guys made it to Olympics!!
GO MALAYSIA!!! HAHA

Oh. And all the best for SPM too

2 subjects, 6 papers to go

So, tomorrow's gonna be chemistry
Since i'm done studying, i decided  to chill out  a bit

So, the headmistress does not allow us to bring laptop to class anymore.
But, since i need music
I decided to use the class desktop
For youtube
The best thing is, the internet is damn good

Final badminton men's singles Rio 2016... and I watched Suicide Squad

I watched it.
Live streaming at Youtube.
First time.
It was fun.
Watched with friends...
In the dorm.
A new memory with beloved dormmates.
Thank you Ayah for the internet.
Really appreciate it.

Chong Wei didn't win.
It was a nice game though.
Congrats to all the winners.
Chen Long, Lee Chong Wei and Viktor Axelsen.

Anyway, we -my friends and I- watched Suicide Squad.
It was great!
I will watch it again someday...
Hahaha

We did our last outreach yesterday

Finally, we finished all our outreaches.
From physics, to bio and chemistry, and finally addmaths.
It was tiring.
I mean, three wednesdays in a row.
But it was fun, too.
I enjoyed WeChem the best.
I felt like all my hard work and all the money I spent for the board is worth it.
I get to explain to people and make them understand the topic.
It felt good, you know.
This may sound a wee bit selfish - especially seeing how most people are worn out - but i really wish we could do it again.
All the outreaches, i mean.
Physics Outreach, Bio Fast Forward, WeChem and AddMathsGold.
It was truly a good way for us to enhance our teaching skills and understanding on the topics.
Most people would probably say, 'If they wanna do another outreach, i'm out'.
But, don't the think it's good that we can meet new people, and make new friends.
Although, me myself was not that chatty type of person.
Unlike most other people.
I'm basically incognito.
I tried to become chatty, but it will turn out awkward.
Sometimes I wish i get the friendly trait my mom has.

Tomorrow's Bio and so far.... nothing

I hate Bio
I've been reading
But, so far, nothing
Still doesn't understand
Wonder how i'm gonna sit for the exam tomorrow :(
I even downloaded mind maps from the Internet

I should be studying, not watching some tv show

Omygod...
I should be studying right now.
Mid-term is next week!
I really should start revising.
Now that i've done watching the 20th episode, i'm kinda relaxed.
But, not really.
I mean, episode 21 will  be aired next week!
Ergh!
I hate this life....

1 SFD mistake

Ok, so today, i got my English result. And guess what, just 1 damn mark for me to get an A.

If only i didn't make that one stupid mistake. Really stupid mistake.

If only i wrote 'Into the valley of Death' instead of 'Theirs but to do and die'. Then i'll get an A.

Or if only i answered 'consisting' instead of 'comprising'.

Or if only i didn't write present tense where i'm supposed to write past tense.

But, anyhow, it's the past. And the past cannot be altered.

But the thing that makes me stress is the fact that i only need 1 damn mark to get an A

Annual Dinner

Hey guys. Not so long since i last wrote. So, now that i have free time, i'm gonna tell ya guys about my Librarians Annual Dinner which was held  last 5 October.

So, in my school, we have annual dinner for every special bodies. From prefects, to Quarter Master. We, the form 4s of each bodies have to organize it.

Okay, straight to the point. The librarians annual dinner was held at Hotel Istana. It's in KL. It's like, 15 minutes journey from my school. It is a 5-star hotel, so, you get the idea.

So, we arrived at about 2030, and stayed till about 2130. The food was wonderful, the hotel was pretty, I actually have a good time. Eventhough there was a little issue at first, but then, it goes on smoothly. Honestly, i never expected it to be amazing, so when it turns out just fine, i actually felt happy.

I don't have much time. So, that's all. Tata

How reckless of me.....

Ok, so, because our outing has been cancelled due to the haze, i decided to fulfill my promise. I am going to tell you guys about the accident in Chemistry Lab.

So, it happened last Thursday. For Chemistry that day, our teacher asked us to do an experiment on neutralisation - titration method -. I partnered up with my friend. We start gathering the apparatuses and materials and put it on our working table. So, after that, I set up the burette while my friend pipetted the sodium hydroxide solution. So, after setting up the burette, i put the retort stand on a lab chair so that the 0.00 reading is direct with my eye level. After adjusting it a bit, i started to pour hydrochloric acid into the burette. But, I poured it excessively until it is over the 0.00 reading. So, as the teacher asked us to make sure it is accurate, I put the beaker under the tip and start turning the stopcock. But, no liquid came out so, i turn a bit more and the acid started flowing heavily. I panicked. I turned the stopcock to stop the acid from flowing, but i turned the wrong way, It started to flow more heavily. Realising that, i quickly turned the stopcock the other way and my hands ACCIDENTLY pushed the beaker underneath the tip and BAM! The acid has stopped flowing but the beaker fell to the floor and broke. I was like "Teacher!!! I didn't mean to!". And the teacher was like, "Haaa! Told you to be careful. Now pay. That thing is expensive". And I was like, "I didn't mean to. It was accident". Then the teacher asked me what is in the beaker. I told her that it was hydrochloric acid. Then the teacher asked me to ask the lab assistant for a broom and a dustpan. Then, the teacher asked us to move to other table. So, my friend moved the thing while i swept the broken glass.

After that, we continued our experiment. It goes well except for the 2nd reading. My friend poured the acid over the 0.00 reading and i turned the stopcock later than supposed to. So, we messed up our second reading. And it affects our average reading so, our last solution - the one we did without the indicator using the average volume of acid obtained from the three experiments before it - becomes acidic. I still have the pH paper with me.

Anyway, I don't know what's wrong with me that day. I don't know why i'm so reckless. But, what's done is done.

That's all. I'm going for . Bye

Summary of what to come

Ok, so today i'm not gonna write long entries as i have limited time. I'll try to write during this Saturday or Sunday. So, in my next entry, i'm going to tell you guys about the recent experiment i did for Chemistry.

i-Bowls

Okay, straight to the point. I wanna tell you guys about my experience in joining SESERI i-Bowls. It's an international Bowling, Speech, Science Innovation and Pidato competition organized by my school.

So, I'm not a contestant, but I'm a buddy partner. Well, since it is an international competition, some school from other country also took part. So, as buddy partners, our task is basically, to be with them most of the time. To introduce them to our country, our culture, to be friends with them, to be the person where they can ask for help in time of need and so on.I'm sure you get the idea.

So, my friend and I get a buddy. Yes, the two of us get a buddy. Well, we got a boy. But, he's not handsome. LOL. Ok, i know i'm bad. But, it's the truth.

Ok, i've got this one friend who was also a buddy partner. She got a 13-year old boy. The same age as my brother. And taller than me. I think he may be a bit shorter than JD. MAYBE. I don't know. It's not that I can measure his height. But, the thing is, I felt insecure when standing beside him. I mean, he's tall. And I feel so short. I know it's normal for a boy to be taller than a girl, especially since he's a German boy and I'm an Asian.

I've got some pictures that i took along the week. But, I'm not sure about posting it online where everyone can see it. You know, for safety reason.

Well, I think that's all for now.

Oh, and one more thing to close this post, just want to tell you, that i'm now a fan of Shawn Mendes, And it's all thanks to my friend.

Since THE incident, my life here is like HELL

I tried to make life here like a fantasy, but it turned out being hell in earth. I don't know what to do. I wish I could turn back time. That way, I can live a better life here.

Honestly, I do feel guilty and sorry for what I did. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. It's not like I planned it. I really didn't notice her name there. If I do, I won't use it. Now, I don't know what to do. Her whole class now targeted me! Looks like life here is worse than I thought.

Okay, I apologised to her. I just hope she forgive me. That's all. If she didn't, well, what can I do, I apologized, it's up to her to forgive or not. But seriously, why does the whole class has to target me? Hello, they're in the top class. NUMBER 1 class. The FIRST class. Can't they be more matured?

Well, one thing I learnt. If you do even a single tiny-winy mistake here, as a junior, you will be targeted by the seniors. Urgh. I hate seniority.

Curse you, Chunky Stealer

My chunky was stolen AGAIN! I repeat, AGAIN! i really don't understand the thief. There are lots other more expensive chocolates in the fridge. But still, my chunky became the victim. I f--king hate whoever she is.

RIP. Beloved KitKat Chunky

Awkward.....

Today is Labor Day. And while other school lets the students go back home, mine doesn't. So, here i am, stuck at school.

So today, my friend's mom came. She brought lunch. My friend invited me to join her, so i did. And it was the first time in about 2 months that i eat using my hand.  It feels sooooo awkward. Well, here at my school we have to use fork and spoon. So, it feels awkward.

- feeling dissapointed :(

Till today, it's been a week since i started at the Science School. And, i'm feeling terrible homesick. I really wanna go home. If i got a chance to go back to my old school, i think i'll take it. But, unfortumately, there's none.

Still, i can't believe i miss my family. Now i realized that i love them after all.

Here, nothing is like what i thought it would be. It'scompletely different. I wonder how Bina is doing in SAMURA. I really wanna talk to her. Ergh! I hate this silence. It makes me think. And i don't wanna think. Especially about home. It makes me sad and i'll question my decision of coming here.

Living here makes me realize that after all this while, i love my old school. All this time, i've been eager to leave the school, but now, i wanna go there again. I miss Cikgu Aisah. I actually think of her on my first bio class here. I wonder how Nisa is doing. I'm sure she fits in well.n Well, she's a nice girl. Who wouldn't like her, right?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go home. I wanna meet my friends. I wanna meet my family. I actually miss them. I can't believe myself. I can't believe i actually miss Akif and Luq. They're like the most annoying bros EVER!

A week to go before i finally can go back home for a week holiday. I really hope i can meet Bina, Anisa, Wawa and Jiha. Farah? I don't know. Maybe i could meet up with her. I really wanna know how she's doing in Kelantan. Wonder if she's speaking Kelantanese. Haha. I can't imagine she speak Kelantanese.

That's all for now. Stay updated. Bye

I'm not sure i miss my buddy. Haha #jk  of course i don't.