How I wish I brought my camera

I went to Bukit Jalil Sports School yesterday
And guess what?
I forgotten my camera!
How sad is that

Now I have no picture of me in that school
And I may never step foot there again
What a waste
Just ganna hope that the memory stays in my mind

Anyway, yesterday has been great
It's fun to have a collaboration with other school
Instead of with the same school over and over again

Thanks BJSS for the wonderful collaboration!!
And also a big thanks to my groupmates
From SESERI, Puteri and Fatin
From BJSS, Zikry, Syafiq and Iqbal
Hope you guys made it to Olympics!!
GO MALAYSIA!!! HAHA

Oh. And all the best for SPM too

I dreamt last night

It was a very happy dream...
And i actually felt like crying when i woke up...
I mean, it was so good that i really hope it was real
Ya know?
How cool is it if it was real

Ok, so what dream was i rambling about?
I dreamt that i met 5 Seconds of Summer!!
And me and my friend actually chatted with Luke as though we were buddies...
Oh, how i wish dreams do come true

We did our last outreach yesterday

Finally, we finished all our outreaches.
From physics, to bio and chemistry, and finally addmaths.
It was tiring.
I mean, three wednesdays in a row.
But it was fun, too.
I enjoyed WeChem the best.
I felt like all my hard work and all the money I spent for the board is worth it.
I get to explain to people and make them understand the topic.
It felt good, you know.
This may sound a wee bit selfish - especially seeing how most people are worn out - but i really wish we could do it again.
All the outreaches, i mean.
Physics Outreach, Bio Fast Forward, WeChem and AddMathsGold.
It was truly a good way for us to enhance our teaching skills and understanding on the topics.
Most people would probably say, 'If they wanna do another outreach, i'm out'.
But, don't the think it's good that we can meet new people, and make new friends.
Although, me myself was not that chatty type of person.
Unlike most other people.
I'm basically incognito.
I tried to become chatty, but it will turn out awkward.
Sometimes I wish i get the friendly trait my mom has.

Wanted to watch Star Trek, but ended up watching Lights Out

Based on the title above, that's what happened to me a day ago.
My friends and I went for our outing.
We went for a movie.
I wanna watch Star Trek.
But my friends do not.
I wanna buy the tickets for Star Trek.
But the showtime was from 1400 to 1600.
And the showtime for Lights Out was from 1330 to 1500.
Since our outing was only from 1100 to 1700, our time was really limited.
So, I decided to join my friends to watch Lights Out.

Turns out, it was kinda good.

i-Bowls

Okay, straight to the point. I wanna tell you guys about my experience in joining SESERI i-Bowls. It's an international Bowling, Speech, Science Innovation and Pidato competition organized by my school.

So, I'm not a contestant, but I'm a buddy partner. Well, since it is an international competition, some school from other country also took part. So, as buddy partners, our task is basically, to be with them most of the time. To introduce them to our country, our culture, to be friends with them, to be the person where they can ask for help in time of need and so on.I'm sure you get the idea.

So, my friend and I get a buddy. Yes, the two of us get a buddy. Well, we got a boy. But, he's not handsome. LOL. Ok, i know i'm bad. But, it's the truth.

Ok, i've got this one friend who was also a buddy partner. She got a 13-year old boy. The same age as my brother. And taller than me. I think he may be a bit shorter than JD. MAYBE. I don't know. It's not that I can measure his height. But, the thing is, I felt insecure when standing beside him. I mean, he's tall. And I feel so short. I know it's normal for a boy to be taller than a girl, especially since he's a German boy and I'm an Asian.

I've got some pictures that i took along the week. But, I'm not sure about posting it online where everyone can see it. You know, for safety reason.

Well, I think that's all for now.

Oh, and one more thing to close this post, just want to tell you, that i'm now a fan of Shawn Mendes, And it's all thanks to my friend.

- feeling disappointed :( #2

I feel guilty. I really do. But I have my reason for ignoring her. I'm disappointed in her. I always helped her, but she doesn't even help me. Why can't she just take it with her? Is it really that hard? I really am disappointed.

To my friend, if you read this -which i doubt you will- I'm sorry for ignoring ya. I can't really say it within near future as I have quite an ego. I admit that. Again, i'm sorry.

I'm thinking to redesign my blog someday....

- feeling dissapointed :(

Till today, it's been a week since i started at the Science School. And, i'm feeling terrible homesick. I really wanna go home. If i got a chance to go back to my old school, i think i'll take it. But, unfortumately, there's none.

Still, i can't believe i miss my family. Now i realized that i love them after all.

Here, nothing is like what i thought it would be. It'scompletely different. I wonder how Bina is doing in SAMURA. I really wanna talk to her. Ergh! I hate this silence. It makes me think. And i don't wanna think. Especially about home. It makes me sad and i'll question my decision of coming here.

Living here makes me realize that after all this while, i love my old school. All this time, i've been eager to leave the school, but now, i wanna go there again. I miss Cikgu Aisah. I actually think of her on my first bio class here. I wonder how Nisa is doing. I'm sure she fits in well.n Well, she's a nice girl. Who wouldn't like her, right?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go home. I wanna meet my friends. I wanna meet my family. I actually miss them. I can't believe myself. I can't believe i actually miss Akif and Luq. They're like the most annoying bros EVER!

A week to go before i finally can go back home for a week holiday. I really hope i can meet Bina, Anisa, Wawa and Jiha. Farah? I don't know. Maybe i could meet up with her. I really wanna know how she's doing in Kelantan. Wonder if she's speaking Kelantanese. Haha. I can't imagine she speak Kelantanese.

That's all for now. Stay updated. Bye

I'm not sure i miss my buddy. Haha #jk  of course i don't.